The monsters in your head
are frightening for the very same reason
everyone believes they should not be, they aren’t real,
because day in and day out
you must live with the knowledge
that your own mind is working against you,
whispering dark things in the middle of the night,
disobeying your desperate cries to stop,
your own mind is a murderous adversary,
an enemy under your own skin,
and nothing is quite so terrifying.
I love my boys and maybe things have gone a little sideways I apologize for that. We are only in our 20’s we all do stupid things at this age. We all have a lot of growing up to do in an extreme circumstance. I’m not making excuses but it’s fact we are gonna fall short somewhere. Hopefully we stand the test of time and get it right in the end. I don’t take this for granted and I’m extremely grateful to be here doing this. Thank you to everyone who has stuck with us through this just know that we love you guys for it and it means the world.
Happy 21st Birthday Liam James Payne! (August 29,1993)